Selfish compromises and self indulgence.

I'd give it all for that to change. Change in everything I could. I hate myself for being a fool trying to get something that I want and ended up having a disappointment. After all, they weren't true.

Woke up at Saturday morning and prepared to head for school. School is a dirty environment kk. :( Insects bite me all over math lesson. Chanced upon a rat too. Headed home and rot fr hours, watched Secret over and over. Went out w Mommy after that. I'm feeling down. Sometimes the words just don't get through my mind.

I'm not pushover, you'll see.
(Don't view and run okehsz. :'( )