Am i better off dead? Am i better off a quitter? Tired, depressed and lost describe me. I'm just an ordinary girl who needs some friends and love. I am so tired of this life, hoping so much I could escape this cruel and ugly reality. How all the sudden someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just left you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy.. Penny of thoughts. These thoughts constantly reminded and reflected on me and made me often doubt myself and never was i good enough. Am i really a friend? Or an option.. It hurts the worst when you walked away, no one is there chasing for you.
I was ready to speak what my heart has been keeping inside, but no one can hear me, the silence has won, once again.
