Everything happens for a reason, you may not like the reason, but learn from that reason.

I act like I don't care, but deep inside I care more than you can ever think. Tired of constantly feeling like you never fit in. I never wanted to be a backup plan, always. It hurts more than it ever does, trust me. You wouldn't want to be in my shoes. Personally, I've learned not expect anything anymore. I'll believe it when i see it. But really, i’d rather be alone than to be with someone i’m not comfortable with.. It's good to have some space alone and think it through.. I guess all of these are parts of growing up. Anyway, Red Camp 9 was awesome!! No regrets for joining the camp. And.. lastly I've got my hair done! So lovin' it now with brown and a soft tone of pink hekekhek. 

" Never chase anyone. A person who appreciates you will walk with you."