Heart is crying. Can't stop the tears from flowing. Everything just seems so different now.. Things just don't turn out the way you wanted it to be, isn't it? What have i become.. Regrets piling up. Have i not done enough? My decisions led me to the wrong direction and really have no idea why i landed myself in such a state. Life sucks isn't it.. People in life come and go too, who really stays in the end? Despite your flaws and everything that makes you. Holding back those tears, running circles in my head. It's such a huge stepping stone in my life, my future. We all have to move on, but moving on is so hard. I just want to be happy. Someone to guide me, lead me on. When can i ever be happy again?